Nightmares and Dreams

Nightmares…. So, my 2nd worst nightmare has come true. Judah is dead. That was scenario #1. Done and done. 2nd worst…forgetting. No one talks about him. We don’t have many pictures up. His room is gone. His things are in boxes in closets. It’s such a clean break. He was here and now he’s not.Continue reading “Nightmares and Dreams”

Reflections, 1994

Forgive me, this is rambling and doesn’t make sense. Much like me, in person.¬† ūüôā 1994.¬† That was the year Kurt Cobain died. OJ was in the White Bronco.¬†Genocide in Rwanda. Tonya Harding and Nancy Kerrigan. Michael Jackson and Lisa Marie??¬†¬†It was a big year, now that I am reflecting upon it.¬† I graduated highContinue reading “Reflections, 1994”

How it began … Judah. and our parenthood.

At nine days of life, Judah showed signs of struggle.¬† He would not feed and spent¬†all day sleeping.¬† Sufficiently concerned, I called the pediatrician’s office to voice concerns.¬† Maya had been 6 weeks premature, and only weighing in at 3 pounds at birth.¬†¬†I had been vigilant ever since and with¬†each of the children.¬† Judah wasContinue reading “How it began … Judah. and our parenthood.”


TEAM JUDAH ENTRY FORM!!!!!!!!!!!! To join Team Judah….fill out the following form, save it and email it to me. Deadline is September 30, 2014. TEAM JUDAH Heart Walk 2014 entry form     ALSO: Official AHA TEAM JUDAH page