Nightmares…. So, my 2nd worst nightmare has come true. Judah is dead. That was scenario #1. Done and done. 2nd worst…forgetting. No one talks about him. We don’t have many pictures up. His room is gone. His things are in boxes in closets. It’s such a clean break. He was here and now he’s not.Continue reading “Nightmares and Dreams”
At nine days of life, Judah showed signs of struggle. He would not feed and spent all day sleeping. Sufficiently concerned, I called the pediatrician’s office to voice concerns. Maya had been 6 weeks premature, and only weighing in at 3 pounds at birth. I had been vigilant ever since and with each of the children. Judah wasContinue reading “How it began … Judah. and our parenthood.”
Hey Jude is one of those songs. It is a classic. It is long song at 7 minutes, 11 seconds. THE ultimate karaoke song. Many consider it to be the Beatles #1 song. It has been chosen to close the London 2012 opening ceremonies tonight, performed live by Sir Paul McCartney. 44 years after itsContinue reading “2012 London”
I hear you my beautiful boy! I plugged my earphones into my phone, placed my locked phone into my pocket, put my ear bud into my ear and …….’Hey Jude’ was playing. I had not turned any music on…it just did it by itself! I was so startled, I dropped my phone as I wasContinue reading “Judah I hear you!”
I’m missing our littleman today. Thought I’d put this picture out there. He was such a sweet boy.